Fykaeyqa

2010-12-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone , sorry for trouble you ! i've moved to nfyka.blogspot.com ! That will be my new Official Blog. Why I change my blog ?Want to know the anwer,type in my new blog URL. you will find the answer there.

Mother & Daughter Soul 2

2010-12-08T13:52:00.002+08:00

Full of regrets is a bad thing.It makes me feel so guilty.So,here I am posting another Mother & Daughter Soul Part 2.You might say that I'm a happy & cheerful girl from the outside,but do you whats inside me? I know you don't. Here it goes....

Yesterday, I guess I've created a big sin. I argued with my mum & being rude to her. At that moment, I felt so angry,frustrated,mad,yep! a Mixture feelings of angry. I did not realized & aware what I've done. How the argument start? It all started when I don't want to hang clothes. I know, it was just a small matter, But I have to admit I change it into a big matter. & because of this small matter that has became big, my mum let everything out.You remember that I told you , i'll be going to Kuala Lumper on the 25 Dec till 27 Dec?For your information, On 25 Dec is my mum's dad's anniversary ,26 Dec is my mum's birthday. Mum said that , she felt so sad when I actually really going to KL on her 2 days special day. She was hoping that ,on her birthday, I'm by her side, celebrating her birthday together. Great ! Now I'm crying. I know that I'm emotional.Am I being selfish? Yes, I think I am.

Mum ever mentioned that, "When I die, Who will take care of you ? Do you think your dad able to take care of you? You people must study hard! I really hope that I can see everyone of you success before I'm really gone. & She even said.. I have written a will to you all.Especially you, Shafiqah! a big sister, take care of this family. I'm really worried about you all.You must promise me to be a responsible sister,I'm old already,My body is aching all over,You don't know right? that I'm sick?"

Dear Mummy,

Please Don't ever mention that, I'm afraid to lose you.Who will take good care of me? Who will cook food for the family? Who shows a good role model to the family? Who will send us to the doctor when we are sick? Who will help me when I'm having a migraine? Who will listen to every of my stories,my problems?Tell my who ? WHO ? Like what I said on Mother & Daughter Soul first part, No one will ever replaced you mum.you are the only person who could protect our family & guide our ways.

On April 10,1995, God sent me to the arms of an angel. An angel whose arms are always open when I need a hug, whose heart always understands when I need a friend. An angel whose eyes are stern when I need a lesson, whose strength and love guides me and give me wings that enables me to fly. I am most fortunate to call this angel my mother,you mum,its you! Mummy I just want to let u know that everyday I thank God for blessing me with a mother like you and if I had one wish I would wish that everyone else would atleast have a mom half as wonderful as you are. Your not just my mum but one of my best friends and I love how you understand me and I can come to you for advice. Thank you for always being here for me I appreciate all that you give me!I'm sorry If I have done a very big sin towards you. I'll promise ,I want to change to a better person. Everyone who read my blog is the witness,My mom is a never-ending song in my heart of comfort, I may sometimes forget the words but I always remember the tune.

Mum, Do you know that when I wrote/type alot about you, I never fail to cry.Because I know you are my special person in my life.I really envy you ! I want to be like you, a strong mother! You have gone through a lot of obstacles that I think I can't handle, but you can. Now, I know that things that you don't allow me to do because there's always a reason. Right now, I understand.Yes, Mama ! I really want to change into a better person. Just see.I know I may not show all of my love for you, but Mom I love you so very much.I love you , Mother !

-Nurul Shafiqah

2010-12-07T16:12:00.001+08:00

Can I have that kind of bookshelves which is so organize ! Ouh ! I just love the mixture of colours.
Oh Well, It has been Bad day for me this past few days. I'm always having a severe migraine. When can My migraine stop? & what should I do when I have migraine?

Anyway , My things for school all settled ! Except for homework ! I have not been doing my maths . English & Art homework! So basically, I must finish all my homework before I go for my Holiday Vacation To Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur with my Cousins, Aunties & Uncle. Good news for me, I am allowed to lend my auntie's DSLR camera , She gave me the permission! Yeah! i'm so happy, at last on 25 Dec-27 Dec I am Out of Town.

My body is aching all over. In this 1 week, i've been having migraine for 3 times. I really can't bare the pain.It hurts my head so much.Whenever I had migraine, I always start to cry. Do you readers have migraine too? tell me, how you overcome it? Why ah ,some of you can bear the pain of having migraine? I can't you know.

My Wishlist

2010-11-30T15:33:00.002+08:00

A camera that I wished for !

Holiday Plans Part 2

2010-11-30T14:35:00.004+08:00

Its been a great day since I woke up in the morning! I am damn excited right now because of a lot of things that is going to happen. Firstly,when I woke up,Mum asked me where we want to go for this holidays,make sure just in Singapore?So, I decided to go to Singapore Universal Studio. Mum agreed, & here I am surveying tickets to Universal Studio. Everyone knows that the tickets to Singapore Universal Studio Is way Expensive !

Mum requested that the Outing must be during the Weekdays so that there are not many people , she wants to take leave.See how expensive the tickets are. There are 8 family members in my family. There are 5 adults, 3 children ! Go & calculate! Pengsan OI ! Thank God There are cheaper tickets to go to Universal Studio.

Which only cost @ $5 each. The sad thing is , We can't ride on the attractions. We only can take photos & walk around the Universal Studio. What I heard From my uncle, there will be a beautiful fireworks.Hmmmm, must really check it out!The Durations also quite limited.

While I was busy surfing the Universal Studio,Singapore official Site,There are promotion & packages includes. WOW!

So many places that I really want to go! Thought of going Ice-skating with Family too. Mum said " please decide to one outing first..." Ohno! I really can't decided! Small brother suggest to book a Singapore Hotel for 2D1N or 3D2N to feel how it feels staying in a Singapore Hotel since we can't go for our holidays to other Country , why not Singapore?I think that was a good idea.Then , we can go around the Singapore! I bet some of us, 'The Singaporeans' have not discover more places in Singapore? Am I right? So, take this chances,to tour around Singapore.I know ! It will be so exciting! YEHAAA! Ok , Great , more places of interest struck into my head. How about Singapore Zoo? Night Safari ?I've been to Singapore Zoo 6 years ago, that was so looooongggg! & I've never been to Night Safari before!!

PLEASE VOTE !

I JUST WANT TO SEE &

WHICH WANT WOULD YOU READERS CHOOSE?

(: HAVE FUN VOTING!

STARTS NOW!

Whats Now ? I'm going to continue checking out more places of interest for my family outing! Stay tuned for my next post about my camera!

What's new ?

2010-11-29T21:18:00.001+08:00

Whats new at my blog ? hmmmm, I just add two new pages in my blog, One page is called 'twitter' & another page is 'Ask' page. Why I create this two new pages because, I want to organize my blog.Coming soon , I will be creating a new page that You can know more about me. How's that sound?

How's my day today?Not much to say about today.I've spent more than 6 hours to just edit my blog & my Brother's blog.I do have my rest time.Some facts or information about myself , I love to edit blogs & i love to take photographs,I love things that have to do with Visual Arts/Visual Effects.

There were quite number of of my Bro's photos that I took. Its so funny when I took his photos. There were some photos that I took , he looked like gays.HAHAHA! I really would like to share my bro's blog to you readers , but he did not give me the permission to published & share his blog URL to anyone. I accidentally , tweet his Blog URL on my twitter. But I've deleted it. I really want a Camera ! A DSLR camera! A Camera that I've always wanted !When Can I get it ? Mum said , when we moved house then I can buy DSLR camera.So , i guess , Next year , I can buy DSLR camera or maybe olympus camera that cost $998. I must survey ! Anyone can accompany me taking photos at Esplanade ? I want to take photos of the Esplanade , Marina Bay Sands , with my digital camera ! Hey , Digital camera can produce a very nice photos. For you info My Camera can produced a very nice photos.

An Outing

2010-11-28T20:34:00.000+08:00

A day with no camera ? How does it feels ? BORED.

Will tell you the whole story.

Enchanted on Disney Channel, a movie that I always want to watch.

This is my first time watching Enchanted.

I know I'm So OUTDATED.

Twilight cast

2010-11-28T20:13:00.001+08:00

I don't know whether i'm outdated. When I surf bellasdiary web, I just knew that Joe Jonas & Ashley Grene Are couple. Hahahah!. Anyway , been surfing bellasdiary website , for a few hours. I've known this website for long. But now , I'm addicted to it. Hey I am Twilight fans! Who love twilight ? Raised your hands up ! HAHAH ! You know what , I think I'm gonna do something that I 've never tried before. I want to try to write letter to an artist or maybe email to them?Is that a good idea?For your info, Hollywood stars/ Kpop artist will only come to a country if they are really invited to. Like U-kiss came to Philippines because there are invited to. Would it be great If the Twilight Cast came to Singapore? Would it be great if There is Twilight Musical ? Oh , I really want to meet all cast from Twilight. I noticed its only singers/band like Katy Perry , Muse, Adam Lambert came to Singapore . How about actress and actors? They can also have meet- greet session in Singapore.
I've meet at least one kpop group, U-kiss, now my next wish is to meet at least an actress or an actor to Singapore. Seriously I'm wishing for Twilight Cast To come To Singapore ! Could Someone invite them to Singapore for Meet & Greet Session in Singapore ?! THAT WILL BE SO AWESOME!

what a day.

2010-11-25T17:26:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling tired right now & is relaxing on a nice soft mattress. Where actually we went just now? We went to East Coast Park & Changi Airport, Terminal 3 & 2. Uncle drove us to our destinations. I want to say this to myself that I'm clumsy just now. I accidentally spilled the iced milo(medium size) at KFC. I was wondering how did I spilled the iced milo? *still wondering* At that point of time, I'm so embarrass, but I tried to pretend when the cleaner came to mop the floor,as if that I'm not the one who spilled it.Done, there's nothing much to say . That's all!

26 nov, Hope it will be a great outing for me , my brother, my cousins & an auntie. Its my auntie Birthday tomorrow,26 Nov,but she's going to treat us for tomorrow's outing. Awwww!Where are we going? hmmm :/ Gonna tell you on the next post. But eventually , I told you readers already at my previous , previous post ,i guess? Oh, No DSLR camera with us tomorrow, cousin wanna use my auntie's(birthday tomorrow) DSLR camera for her exams. tsktsk *Sigh*

U-kiss & Kiss-mes

2010-11-22T16:48:00.001+08:00

Went to U-kiss Live Performance In Singapore, @ Bedok Reservoir Park. The tickets are free !Who doesnt know u-kiss right? A korean group. mgod ! I love U-kiss ! They are so cute ! They are handsome ! Ohmy ! My heart will beat faster whenever i talk about them, whenever I tweet about them, whenever I look at their Music Video. I melt when I see them! They speak English ,which I think Its easier to communicate with them. I followed them in twitter ! Someone please pinch me! OUCH OUCH ! This past few days, since I watched U-kiss concert , I came thinking about them, thinking , when they will come back to Singapore again. How I wish,The Kings Of Freedom will invite B2ST for upcoming anniversary for KOF. Its so worth it ! I'm really hoping that there is B2St concert for free! I'm sure I will be going!

Sorry For the short Post. We Love U-kiss<3

Eid al-adha

2010-11-18T17:54:00.003+08:00

My body is aching all over.I'm always thirsty.Am always hungry. I feel like I'm having PMS! I kept pissed off over a small matter. I hate noise.I need a massage.How's your holiday? Share with me. Hehehehe! I'm a 'kpo' girl. Ohyaa ! had a blast day,yesterday. It's Hari Raya Aidiladha ,darlingggg!

Hari Raya Aidiladha(Eid al-Adha or Hari Raya Haj) is a day where all worlwide muslims Commemoration of prophet Ibrahim's willingness to sacrifice his eldest son ,prophet Ismail in obedience to a command from Allah - and Ismail's acceptance of this command.Marks the end of the Pilgrimage to sundown, and ask God for forgiveness. Some of You might realised when its Hari raya Haj/Aidiladha the muslims should sacrifice goats. "eh ,why the muslims so evil want to kill the goat, poor thing."Please don't think that way. The muslims is not evil. There's a purpose why we kill goat/sheeps.Want to know more? Are you curious? Click Info.

This was our one & only family photo that we have for now. The rest is all at other people's camera

I had a very looong daaay outside with my family yesterday. Went out from house at 11.00am in the morning & back at 10.25pm.Feels like celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri.HAHA! Went to 4-5 houses,if i'm not wrong.First house is at Bedok, Sengkang, Yishun, Bukit Panjang

I love the clothes that me & mum wore . Its simple but I like it! More over its not so troublesome when i want to pee.Eventually, I hate to wear white clothes. I know wearing white look so pure,lovely.But I hate it.Want to know why?Because when I'm wearing white clothes, I must always be alert. Scared that my white clothes got stained & its so troublesome to wash. Wearing white clothes is the most dangerous thing! Hahahahaha.

Thats all folks :)

I know its too late to wish,but I Don't care Happy Aidiladha people !

More photos at my facebook.

A day to remember.

2010-11-16T17:06:00.000+08:00

A day to remember for class of 3N2,2010. Remember ? I told you That my class won the $600 and we went to Seoul Garden. Everything went smoothly. Everyone was having fun & eating their food happily.

\m/ (>,<) \m/

Seoul Garden,

a place for me to enjoy more korean songs XP

We regretted that we only ate at Seoul Garden for only 2hours. We should stay there & continue eating. Wasted ! Yess ! wasted! pfft ! Now i'm craving for Meat, Beef , Crab balls, Ice Kachang , Ice cream , Mee Soup ! Mgoddd ! can I rewind back the time ?

*sound of bell* Good News ! I heard from my form teacher that we are going for a picnic ! or maybe a BBQ? Want to know why? Because......There are still remainder of money that we did not use.
Let's talk about yesterday. Had a wonderful lunch at Seoul Garden.Me, Donna, Lutfi, Helmy, Rostam ,Mus, Elyandi went to catch a movie ! Its Megamind ! While waiting for movie, The boys played at Timezone. At 2.15pm, went into the theatre & BOOM! show starts.

A great show that you must watch it. People might say this to you " mgod, You watch cartoon? So lame & so immature" Don't care about what people say. Doesn't mean we watch cartoon we are so immature right?Okay done.

When the show ended, Mus, Rostam & elyandi went tp vivocity. Left Me ,donna, Lutfi & Helmy. Walk around Tampines Mall, Century Square & tampines 1 was so boringgg. The best part when we are at toy r us shop. Haha. We are being lame & childish you see! More photos ,go to 'Nur Shadyana' photo album at fb.Hahaha , only those who add Shadyana at facebook can view the photos.

Holiday Plans

2010-11-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

How I wish there's a journey to a Fantasy Land :)The photo above was just edited by me. I am still a Beginner in editing using Adobe Photoshop. I only edit photos when I'm damn damn damn bored.

I had fun cam-whore using DSLR canon camera yesterday at Sengkang West garden.will do a second cam-whore during the 20's November. The moment went I stay over at Fernvale, my grandma's crib. I could feel sense of freedom! I shared my stories with them without any hesitation. I'm open-minded, i'm not afraid to share my feelings & my stories to others. I can say that sharing my stories with others is my hobby. During this holiday, I have a lot of plans with Family , Cousins & Friends.

Readers you want to know my plans ?

Omni-theatre
Family Karoke-Box
Dinner at Fish Manhattan
Sentosa
Bowling
Cycling
...............

So , for now. This is what my family/cousins/aunties/uncles planned for activities that we are going to do as a family.

I also can't wait for tomorrow ! Will be going to Seoul Garden with class of 3N2,2010. have I told you that my 2010 class won the best improve class award ? Our class were rewarded $600 to spent for our outing/gathering. We choose Seoul Garden! I'll promise that I will take photos! (:

Hey readers, What will you do for your holidays? Going overseas?If yes, Have a good trip & Happy holidays!

Have fun :)

a dish for my family.

2010-11-09T13:35:00.000+08:00

As per usual, It's school holiday already & today I cooked a dish for my family. I cooked Sardine. Hahaha, i know its a very simple dish. But i'm enjoying myself when i'm cooking. I hate the part when I cut the onions. Want to know why ? It felt so hot when it got into my eyes. Pain you know ! Pain! I realised whenever I cut onions tears roll down my cheeks. & even worst my eyes turned red. Ohya , this was not my first time cooking. I've cooked many times. Like duh.

The best part is when I switch on the gas , light up the fire & cook ! The fragrance of the dish smells great ! Yumm-yumm ! & Since I'm the one who cooked , I got to be the first person to eat. Hehehe! isn't that great? For your information, I've eaten already. I didn't know that my dish turns out to be so delicious ! Even my brother said," Kak, sedap kak ! " translate in english [ sis, delicious sis !] & he also showed me thumbs up.
But I got to admit this. I only knows how to cook simple dish like sardines. Vegetables soup, squid ketchup .

Welcome ,my newborn niece (:

2010-11-06T18:25:00.001+08:00

I was so happy when I saw my new niece, named, Intishaur ;) I know her name is a bit weird. It's a n arbic name. She's so cute! She's so fragile ! (what do you expect, still a newborn baby) It has been a long time I did not carry a baby , But yesterday ! I did ! Hahaa>.< Here are some photos of yesterday ,when I met my new niece at my cousin's house.

At the same time , I kept on laughing when I saw my 4 years old niece, She kept on posing a new pose when she knew that I'm holding a camera ," Auntie Nurul, take....take....." Hahah ! that's what she said , she told me to take photos of her ? wanna see all her posings ?

HAHA ! she's so cute . eh , since she became sister , She's very sweet. & I guess she is a responsible girl. She care alot about her newborn sister , IntishaurA I realised that Aries girl are all responsible, So do I ! I'm a very responsible girl ! Anyone ? wants her to became model for your company ? I recommend you to choose her as your children model. HAHAHA ! LOL>,< i'm just joking , Hey must seek permission from her parents first. Not me !

To Insyirah & Intishaur !Auntie will always love you both! Muacks !(:

Love, fyka <3

How's my future?

2010-10-30T21:57:00.001+08:00

So how's my previous post ? So emotional right ?Haha, I know !You want an emotional post again ? Suree, I can post it anytime because I have a lot of emotional life to share with you. Firstly ,i'm gonna tell you about today. Today was not a boring Saturday for me. I went to a wedding place & got to meet my foster small brother & my mum's friends.I spent talking craps with the little ones. Making videos, share stories. & I found the childrens love to laugh at me eventhough i did not make them laugh. Yes, I create lame joke, they also laughed.HAHA! that was the best part.

Now , I'm at home, Blogging ,Tweeting,Facebok-ing ! You know what , I'm so damn bored just now. I took alot of photos of myself. hehe. feeling-feeling model? Naaahh. That is not what I want or wish for. But if I have the chance to be a model,of course, i would be happy & just grab it. Dream-on fyka!

When I grow up ,what would I want to be? Still thinking...Tour guide?Designer? architecture?Lawyer?Doctor? Counselor?mgod. I have alot of career in my mind.Hey , I can be a counselor. i knoe how to comfort people when they are down. I can give alot of adviced.For your information , I had alot of experienced eventhough I live in this world fr only 15 years.....What do u suggest?Frankly , my strong subject is art. My mum said that , choose a career that have to do with art, & it does not mean just painting & drawing. Hmmmmmm......
<------see my photo. I know,its over. But I'm just trying out.Hehehe.Suggestion from me. If you readers felt so bored. You can just grab your camera & took plenty photos of yourself. Its fun!<3

Bye readers !Thanks Fr reading my blog. If you want me to read your blog. please kindly leave your blog URL. Thank you !<3

Mother & Daughter Soul

2010-10-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

Do you know that I'm feeling down ? & at the same time I felt so touched by someone ?
Here it goes, I realised that many obstacles I have been through, I get panic & emotional easily. When I'm thinking about my family,automatically, my tears roll down my cheeks.

When a person cries & the first drop is from the right eye, it's from happiness, but when the first roll is from the left, it's pain.

My first drop will always from the left eye, this shows that I'm really in pain & hurt. Its difficult to understand my situation if you don't know me. You want to know something? I'm thankful & greatful to have my beautiful ladies "i'll be there for you!" There are always there for me. Thank you ladies. I don't know how to repay back your kindness & concern towards me.The frisbee team named 'I'll be there for you" that was given by our form teacher,2009 really suit us. We've been through everything together. I really appreciate you girls. I love you <3

Not forgetting someone who is very special in my life is My mum, She 's the most important person in my life. She is my idol. She encourage me. She believe in me that I could succeed. She gave me strength. Without her ,I can't live . Without her , I wont survive until now. Have you ever think ,what will happen to you if your mum left you for your whole entire life ? let me be straightforward. I always think that "what will happened to me if my mum die?"I think I will cry all day long. I can't live without her . My life will be miserable. she's my everything.She's my bestfriend,my buddy,my sister,my mother ! she can be anyone.That's why I treasure her , I love her so much ,I love my mum to the infinity<3 I've lost my father & now, i dont want to lose you mother :'( Am I too emotional ?Haha. Phewww, I let everything out , at last.

This song by Charice titled 'you raised me up' & I would like to dedicate this song to my one & only mother<3

sorry ,if this post is too emotional :P

Trying out Panorama

2010-10-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

Like finally , I just tried new things , Not JUST , I actually know this for a long time, But I'm not really too sure.. & yes , i found the answer to solve it , by changing modes, Now , I understand. You readers wanna see my Panorama Shots?

How was the Panorama Shots ? So , Do you understand what I mean by Panorama Shots by showing you those shots that I've taken ? HAHAHAHA! , if you still did not get it , its okay , Panorama Shots , is difficult to explain. But hey , I've explained to Shamimah & she get it ! I think you should try this Panorama Shots ! Its cool !
More Panorama shots coming on your way ! Stay tuned :)

Happy Birthday To my two young brother !

2010-10-17T17:51:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 14th & 8th BIRTHDAY TO MY BOTH BROTHER ! SYAFIQ & SYAZWAN !

MAY YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE!

Yesterday's celebrations was a blast even though it was just a small celebration for my two brothers. The celebration was started with bowling at PasirRis E!hub. It was meant for the birthday boys , but cousin told me to tag along. So I did ! Hah. Good thing , Cousin treat me & the two birthday boys to bowl.It was the first time , we brought small 8 years old brother to bowling place & let him play. Let him gained experience and exposed. For his first time playing bowl,we told worker at bowl, to put bumper when it was my lil brother turn. So that, his bowl will not go GUTTER ! you got what i mean ? Haha. You know wht ? I didnt expect that a 8 year old boy could play bowling better than me. Wanna see the scores ?

For the first game , My 8 year old brother , last ! Hahah. but then for the second game.......

My 8 year old brother scores 90 points, My 14 years old brother scores 68 points, Me ? I scored 66 points. Cousin scored 139 points. & I'm kinda pissed off ! I hate to be the last. But compared playing with my friends, i scores as low as 30+ points. But when , i played bowl with cousin , I scored as high as 89. ! What a great improvement!
Do you wanna know where we go next ? before that there's is a conversation between my 8 year old brother ,syazwan & cousin , that I found it funny & embarrassing.

Above is a video of my small brother played bowling. Soorry , for irritating voice , & for alow video quality. I use hp,camera batt low :(

Syazwan : Abang, abey main bowling abeh tak makan ?

[translate] Cousin, play bowling , then we did not it ?

Cousin : Nak makan kat mane, bilang abg ....
[translate] Whre you want to eat ? tell me.

Syazwan : Pizza Hut laa.
Cousin : Betol nk pizza hut ? syazwan ade duit tak ?
[translate] are you sure you want pizza hut ? Do you have money ?

Syazwan : I have money ! I got $4 !
We all laugh ... laugh....
I was asking syazwan , "what can you do with only $4 at Pizzahut ?"He answered, " PizzaHut cheese.."---____----

Syazwan.....Syazwan.... Can you imagine ? Hw cute is Syazwan is ? HAHA.

Arrived at Pizzahut , Auntie & Uncle already waiting fr us in the PizzaHut. Eat..Eat...Eat...
Back home , have a celebration again.. I love cakes ! Eat .....Eat...eat... One day , Stomach Full !

What a long post !

To guest,

"hahah ,i just feel to delete this blog, but since , you say don't delete & update more, Okay, i agreed to update more & will not delete. Hehe. Anyway, thanks fr reading my blog."

"i'll be there for you !"

2010-10-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

A day that I will remember & will not forget ! A moment that I really had fun with dearest beloved girlfriends & a moment that i got scolded from my mum ,haha. (okay, I don wanna elaborate more) I really had fun! Woooooohoooo! Thanks girls for the perfect outing !
The video above was edited by me. Hahaha :) My girls love the video ,I love the video too !

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2010-09-30T20:11:00.000+08:00

I found that my blog is no more fun :( Do you know what I'm thinking of ? I'm going to renovate my blog w new features... Heh heh , this gonna be fun ! Oh yaaa..... plsplspls , buy our apparelwear !

Random.

2010-09-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

What a day for my brother , he fainted when he was waiting fr taxi & just now , it was raining heavily, He then shivered & fainted near TKPS... Don't wanna elaborate anymore. Anw , not that serious -.-

Update for today, I went to do my art assigment with Donz & Wanz at *insert block number* !Eventhough we talk , work still done,but only abit ! (: Heh Heh.
At last tomorrow, will be going out w family to my cousin's hse. Oh noo ! I can't meet my Bayu & Bella , Indonesia actor & actress from Tasbih Cinta :( Too bad.

Pssssssttttt.....
My webpage is half way done , but still more things to edit.
Like what I update at my facebook status. I want to be a photographer & video editor who can make alot of money.
The only thing I need is to have a DSLR camera , A professional & experienced photographer who can teach me to take a nice shots photos. Sooon Uh Soon ! Don't get shocked. This is what I told Donz " we must show our talents, sampai biler kiterg nak sembunyikan talent kiter, we must exposed ,eventhough our talents is just based on arts." I think photography is part of art right ? hurhurr , Can't wait to have my Own DSLR camera. Wooooo ! I told my brother , to buy me one-.- As if he will buy fr me. If he did buy fr me , the only thing i could do is give a million thanks ! Ohya , will treasure him alot. If only......
Goodbye (:

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-15T20:22:00.001+08:00

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING SO LONG ! BUSY W HARI RAYA & HOMEWORKS ! && EXAMMMMMMM! be back after all settle k? Sorry !

Photos on hari Raya at Facebook,Click HERE

Let's groom my room !

2010-09-04T22:35:00.001+08:00

Phew ! I've cleaned up my room . Now my room is sparkling clean ! yeahhhh! left curtains to put on! In & Out cleaned! wow! Can't wait for Hari Raya ! Oh my god ! what a tiring day ! My plan fr tomoorrow is cleaning the toilet , wash clothes ,hahah , that's all . Then , I guess i'm off to somewhere ,but don't know where . Heeee:D sry ,this is just a short post .

How to make Honey Cornflakes?

2010-09-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

At last , I've done my second cookie , HONEY CORNFLAKES ! according to my little brother , The Honey Cornflakes is very very very nice !(he's not fasting) "Pandai eh,kakak buat kuih.."Translate to english"Sister,you so clever baking cookies.." awwwww,Hahah :D I am proud of myself. Hey , who doesnt proud of themselves ,right? >.<

~~Chocolate M&M cookies~~
~~Honey Cornflakes~~
Vanessa Delight
Kuih 'Suji'
Layang-layang

So , basically , three more types of kueh need to bake. I will bake it during the weekend. Shafiqah,What are you going to do during the September Holiday? I will do my spring cleaning -.- Am so sure that It will be a tiring holiday. What do you expect ? hari Raya coming soon , 8 more days y'know!When school re-open ....*drumrolls*........END OF YEAR EXAM ! My godness ! So fast ! Ohya , I will make my September holiday a useful holiday ! Not only SPRING CLEANING , BUT MUST ALSO STUDY! I don't wanna retain sec 3, so embarrassing !*skip

I want to share with you HONEY CORNFLAKES RECIPE !!!!!!!

Ingredients:

I box of cornflakes (250g)

125g butter

1 cup of honey

How?

Melt the butter
Add the 1 cup of honey with the butter into a big bowl.
Stir it well.
Add the cornflakes
Mix it well.
Arrange the paper cup on a tray
Heat it for 5 to 10 minit in an oven (150 degrees)
Let it cool down
And, put it in a bottle/tupperware

Didi you see that ? baking Honey Cornflakes is SIMPLE & EASY ! You can bake it anytime !To make it more nicer , you can add nuts . I did not add nuts because , Nuts caused migraine fr me :)btw, I am not showing off ,I'm just willing to share with you readers!

Baking Time (1)

2010-08-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

I've bake M&M cookies ! I am so proud of myself, because I add the ingredients on my own w/o ,mum's help. Yipeee, after , I add those ingredients, Siblings help me to make the shape of the cookie. Wow ! So Tempting ! I taste it already! HaHaHaHa! Yes , I'm not fasting , cause i can't help it anymore when I see those cookies !

So how ? Is my cookies look so tempting??? Do vote.

short update

2010-08-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

Second post !
Yesterday went out with Donna ,Iya & Kyn to Geylang.How about the others ? They have something on. Its okay, I understand w their problems. I knew Desi, Sabrina ,Shamimah & Nadiah quite well.we ate at Banquet. We bought contact lens together ! The contact lens was cheap ! i guess , i should just upload the link to the photos that was taken yesterday!
Mummy , I want to make kuih ! Now!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=28441&id=100001249513509&l=54f629e6b9

Not our fault?

2010-08-28T16:36:00.001+08:00

It has been two days i did not switch on my netbook ! Good right ? Yesterday was fun , But something bothers me again ,Only me & whoever knows about it & god surely knows about it. When I think back everything seems so true. Everything changed & it has been ruin since you entered our life.Everything change to chaos ! yes , thats the only thing I can say. I don't want to say much.

break

2010-08-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

Dear Readers , this few weeks, i'm not too active into the internet , caused been so busy , & its for my own good as seeing to much on the computer screen cause migraine , So in order to not have migraine too frequently , Mum suggest to create a computer log book which i've just created one ,this is to write down the time when i log in to the netbook & log out! Doctor said , i have a lot of tensions.

So basically , if any updates, i just blog or tweet into my twitter ! Bye~

short post

2010-08-22T15:39:00.000+08:00

As an older sister , I felt so relieved when I see my siblings are studying. I do really care about their academics(: Hope my siblings will pass their test or exams w flying colours. Thats the only thing I hope from them. //Random: today I'm fasting! (: left 4 hours more to breaking my fast ,Heh Heh^^

Talking about academics ? when will I going to study ? I've wasted a lot of time y'know. From just now i use my netbook, planned to study at 2pm, but I always drag it until now, time check: 3.31pm already. Shafiqah....Shafiqah...such a lazybum uhh you...Fyi, I have no mood to study because my room is very untidy. I actually want to clean up the mess in my room. Againnnn... I'm toooo lazy to clean up.

Dad: make sure later clean up ok, before i reached home
Me: No cannot , i have my own schedule. I know when to clean up the room. Later.....klao kemas nanti berselerak balek * smile widely*

Okay laa, this time round ,i'm serious. I'm going to log off my netbook & study (:Bye

To all Muslims ,

"SELAMAT BERBUKA" yerr

Recipe Chocolate M&M cookie

2010-08-21T13:51:00.000+08:00

That will be my first cookies that i will going to bake for hari Raya, I've bake that cookies for hari raya every year,without failing ! Yesssss ! I Bake ! Hehe ... & yeahhh , Iya told me to bake her favourite cookie, I think she meant Vanessa Delight cookie.... Hahaha, yeah , & I also like Vanessa Delight cookie. Yum Yummy! So firstly , will be going out w bro ,to buy the necessaries ingredients for baking the cookies, the recipes were all in my brain. I simply can't wait to bake ! I assumed that today is a good Saturday to bake cookies ! Do you want the recipes fr the Chocolate M&M cookie? I'm willing to share with you readers....

Chocalate M&M cookies
Ingredients:
1 egg
200g butter
150 cornflour
50g grounded almond
150g icing sugar
200g flour
80g optima flour
M&M chocalte
chopped almond

Method :
1. Cream sugar and butter then add egg.
2. Add in the sifted dry ingredients : flour, Optima flour and cornflour. Add in the grounded and chopped almonds and mix well.
3. Roll into small balls. Press an M&M chocolate on top.
4. Place on a greased floured baking tray, or layer the tray with greaseproof paper, leaving enough room between them as they expand.
5. Bake in a pre-heated oven at 170 C.

I think ,this cookie,is common, everyone knows right?

Test here, Test there !

2010-08-20T17:31:00.000+08:00

Their ballet costume so nice,& they were dress up nicely ! Cute ! :) I love the pink !

LEFT 2 HOURS MORE for BREAKING my fast

Today such a cooling whether, but scary! Too many thunders when i'm on my way to school:S .uhah!.......I predicted correctly that I failed my Chemistry :( I got 16.5 over 40,& there will be a chemistry re-test this coming Wednesday ,I really need to study , left 37 more days to EOY exam ! Oh my ! I just couldn't believe it.& next year will be taking N level? oh man! Mdm Norshana just showed us our malay result, You wanna know mine ? wait ... I actually don't know how my teacher calculate.According to the list , its stated that, my bahasa is 34 over 50, while another one,29 over ....idk.but seriously , i did not do well. Yes ! there will be a re-test also for malay. [suddenly stomach growling]

Today , I've taken two test , One maths Common Test & another one is History SBQ(source-based question) I really hope that I've passed my history. At least A PASS !How about my maths ? ergh... crap, all the solutions for the questions doesn't make sense,I wonder why whenever I do my maths, for sure , my brain goes @#$%! arghhhhh ! Stressss!Maths really need to buck up! By hook or by crook, i really really need to buck up!!!! Okay enough of posting about my academics. Let have some entertainment! I would like to share with you this Korea video, My dearest B2ST members danced Mr. from Kara's song. Yo seob & Gi Kwang so cute !I've shared already at my previous blog , but I want to share again here ! Enjoy!~

Wednesday's post?

2010-08-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

The above photo was just a random photo where I found it at internet(where else?,durhh)I think ,the red & purple , attracts me to like that photo(:

Hows my day today? Today is FAN-TAS-TIC!(it was meant to be sarcastic one)One test to another test ! I've just did my CHEMISTRY TEST & MATHS CIRCLES PROPERTIES TEST ! It was damn hard ! Even-though I studied, my brain can't absorb that chemistry notes ! Oh ! what the hell?!zinc chloride?Barium what?Sodium sulfate?Whats the equation of nitrate acid? Ergh! Damn it ! Donna was funny just now, she actually randomly pick the answer,"Aku main try-try je, klao akuu rase mcm sedap didengar ,aku tulis..." (sry,idk how to translate it in english)Hahahah, donna...donna...I guarantee that I'm gonna die ! eh ,no no no no,I'm not going to die, I wanna live longer.I'm gonna failed, I answered the questions with full of nonsense. !
How about maths? Shitszx ! Don't wanna talk about maths....What else ? hmmm...Tomorrow??!! PHYSICS?!? *yawn*The teacher makes me wanna go to lalaland!

Test Schedule:
Wednesday ----->~~Maths LA (over 14 marks)~~
----->~~Chemistry ( over ? marks)~~
Friday -----> History test (over ? marks)
----->Maths Common Test ( over 40marks)
Coming soon PHYSICS !

p/s will be decorating class tomorrow.

Anti-migraine

2010-08-17T17:57:00.001+08:00

Just now, I got migraine attack, for the first time, I did not report sick /to send home, i'm so strong , willing to bear such pain.One full day , I rest in class,by leaning my head to the wall,so that , my head is not so painful. My migraine so weird,its a must for me to lean my head to the wall or sometimes,I just bang my head to the wall,because I believe that it can help to relieve the pain.Mdm Jan Yap &; my friends laughed at me, Why they laugh? because, I'm weird? Idk. Yes,i do look healthy at home , cause home can cure.Ohya ! When I read the article in the internet about migraine, I am actually having classic migraine which a.k.a severe migraine. And one more thing,To my girlfriends, its the weather! Even it is hot or cold, it makes me headache too!

More info about Migraine::http://www.medic8.com/healthguide/articles/migraineheadache.html

Terrible day in school

2010-08-16T17:41:00.001+08:00

Yes ! I really enjoyed painting the walls, It has been 11 years , my house have not been painted with a new colour wall. Since , I'm having a new family,Its a must to re-decorate, Let's open a new life & new live. My house has a lot of memories, & it really meant to me. All the deco was done by my late dad & mum .The moment my late dad leave us as god love him, we dare not to change anything in the house. My late dad are the one who decorate my house very nice & cosy until , many people praised our house ,that our house very pretty until now.But...but..., Since a new dad came into our life,time has changed, Everything has to be changed too. We cannot keep too much memories as it may cause me & family a heart pain. LISTEN ! this does not mean that i dont love my late dad , I really do love him , I Love him to the infinity, No one , can ever replaced him from my heart, He's the only dad whom i love ! Please, dont misunderstood kay?How I wish i could rewind back the time, Having my late dad by my side:'(

My messy home will soon turn into a beautiful home after a hardwork decorate :)

Just now , I'm having a severe gastric ! Now,i'm okay already after eating my medication. I did not attend my maths remedial , Hoping that tomorrow , my maths teacher wont scold me, I intend to go to the remedial,cause test & exam is getting nearer, soo many test ! ergh!Like what I said , I'm having a gastric & severe headache. Early in the morning i felt very giddy & feel like pass out.My vision was totally blank , anytime , I can collapsed. I decide to call donna, too bad , i left my handphone in my bag. I really cant think well that moment. I told donna " actually , just now, i want you to call ambulance.." hahahah , serious! Im not lying . Im half dead just now, can't breathe properly.

YOGparty at Petal

2010-08-15T15:22:00.000+08:00

Sayaaaaaaang , its not youthout la , its YOG nyer party , YOUTHOUT, next year baruu adee kay?

Yes , I did went to the YouthOut thingyy, oooopsss, i mean YOG event at Petal w my mum & dad. it seems interesting to me. Just a....a...plain party, Thats all! I feel like i'm celebrating National day . hahahaha. So ,the reason i went to the YOG event is to wait for the lucky draw, Iphone Touch & Ipad. Toooo bad ....Those two items were both given away to a 2 chinese old lady. Do they know how to use Ipad & Itouch?Aunty, If you don't know, give me. Hahaha !Ohya,The dance group doesnt entertain me yesterday. I'm toooo busy playing w the popper w that boy(the above photo)He's the only person ,who make me laughed w his hilarious/funny movements. Klakar la Bim Ni ! & I saw many of Bedok North Secondary School students & the same old people who went to the YouthOut on 10 April & that includes me. I've meet Hazam ,Haqim & Syed! they've grown tall ! I'm just shocked. A fast conversation with them , & to hazam , sorry uh , aku slalu paitao..... Difficult uhh , to janji w you guys cause, mesti ader plan lain. Will confirm to meet again kay to watch muveee :

Before that, I went to my step cousins's hoese fr breakfast. The food wass.........WOW! toooo many foods. I forgot to take the photos, cause I'm shy!No one, seems to talk to me. Only, one of the sister ,my step brother's cousin ,talked to me, Pity me. Brother did not tag along as he need to work. I'm lonely y'know. I also went to bazaar ! & the pizza boy is so damn hot! Pity him too, his uncle always us him to do, he got bullied by his uncle. & that guy doesnt know how to speak malay that well. I want to meet him again, Heh heh XP

Do you want to work? Tips for students

2010-08-15T13:26:00.000+08:00

Theres's no secrets to get started working from home. Everyone can work at home. More overs, Students like me, can also work from home.

How?

You have to do alot of research & browse through jobs advertisement. The only difference is that, you get to do it online.Students can also open up their own business just by blogging at websites like, blogger & wordpress. These both websites are compatible to do for your business. The main thing is that , you must have a budget to open up a business. Students nowadays, are an expert to do blog shop.Blog shop is an example working from home.Preparations to become a work-from-home students involve mastering a valuable skill that you can offer online. It can be just designing or writing- which ever you are proficient with!Students can also be a great entrepreneur ! This is how you start working from such a young age.

Examples that you can do (working from home):

design your own clothes
making hand-made accessories
selling export items (bags,shoes,from other countries & brought it to SG)
hand-made deco

Those few things that I listed up, can be done from home. You can just published it at your blog , with the details (price,colours).

Be confident. If you are confident that your skills match that of the required skills in the job posting, then don’t hesitate to apply. You are as good as your skills, with or without a diploma to show.
• Learn to save. Working from home is a rewarding part time job financially especially if taken seriously, but it can’t give you the guarantee of constant work and income. Save yourself from money woes, should your career experience a sudden downturn, by saving.
• Remember: School before work. Keep your goals in mind. Why have you considered working from home in the first place? It is because you would like to support your studies. Therefore, don’t let academics suffer because of work. Set your priorities right.

Idea Source is from :http://workingfhome.blogspot.com/2010/07/work-from-home-guide-for-students.html

Blessed Friday(2)

2010-08-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

3 Down ; 27 more to go

I had my Malay oral & I screwed up, Cikgu Amir said when I want to go off "merepek betol"& he laughed. & he did helped me alot when I used unsuitable words. I found that I talked nonsense, & many parts , Cikgu Amir laughed, Broken Malay uhh Shafiqah ! anyway, its over already, I don't want to know whether I passed my oral or not. The main thing is , the theory I must passed, I'm not putting high hopes on My damn broken malay Oral! ^^huhu. Today was a tiring day for me ! Had my malay danced, my throats felt very dried just now, exhausted,dizzy,stomach carmp,gastric .... luckily, I did not get my migraine today, Thank god! But eventually , at around 5pm,........*drumroll* I can't continue fasting because,suddenly..........*drumrolls again* I GOT MENSTRUATION!! haiyooo, wasted ! left only 2 more hours to break my fast.So there goes,my effort fasting for 11hours.

Tomorrow, there will be YOG event at Petal garden, There will be dancing & whatever crap. Mama told me to go for lucky draw, caused she put me & my siblings' name for the lucky draw for winning items such as ipad , iphone & more. She said "Tomorrow,go down to petal okay, see your luck for the lucky draw, maybe you got iphone or Ipad" hahahahaha...But,But,But..... I prefer going to my step-cousins hse to break fast ,eventhough tomorrow i'm not fasting. I'm sure there's varieties of food ! Ohmy! I want it ! I want to EAT, EAT,EAT ,EAT to gain some fats ! Im sooo skiny ! yucks ! even i'm so skinny, there are my friends who want my body, crazy , skinny also she want! Hahahhaha,

I just realised SKINNY PEOPLE WANT TO HAVE FATS WHILE FAT PEOPLE WANT TOGET RID THEIR FATS ! Funnny!

Hady Mirza at Sengkang Heartland :)

2010-08-10T17:56:00.002+08:00

Sengkang has break the record to get into the news as we break the number of participants who join Sengkang Heartland to celebrate National Day, I just love the part where we all pop the confetti together. It was fun ! The artist for the sengkang Heartland is Hady Mirza & Jeanette Aw. I was shouting & shouting when Hady Mirza performed on stage ,when he sang his new song. Sengkang is the only place where they have their own fireworks. I should say that the fireworks not really that WOW compared to Padang (;There are a also heartlands at different location. The locations are Eunos, Woodlands, Bishan, Chua Chu Kang, & last but not least Padang ! I really enjoyed myself eventhough it was a tiring day for me . Ohya , Shamimah tag along w me to Sengkang Heartland too, Thanks mima ! Don't you have fun too? Pity Shamimah , she kept saying " aku haus , nak air..." means I'm thirsty ,i want water... Hahahaha , mima.....mima.....I actually wished to be infront , near the stage , so that , I can be ON AIR ! hahahah , too bad , everything is over now. Will looking forward for next year's NDP !

YOG & Advance NDP

2010-08-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

Those photos below was taken on 8 August 2010 :)

There was a small celebration for NDP & YOG . The YOG athletes & supporters came down to Bedok Reservoir.Followed by an event at my auntie's house at Rivervale.After that, to NDP & YOG campfire. I really had fun ! There are actually more photos, but then , too much, i will give the link to you :)

The event that held my auntie's house is to to celebrate my 3 years old cousin's birthday :)

YOG & NDP campfire[venue was stated on the photo]

Friday is a blessed Day !

2010-08-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

Basically not much to tell the readers about today. I could only say that today was a bless full Friday! I simply love friday because I felt that Friday is the most sincere day for all the muslims. Yess, Every friday, male muslim will go to mosque for Friday Prayers which is a compulsory for them.

I actually just came back from a massage. Now my body is relieved. No more body-aching! & had 2 plain prata w curry . Hahaha ! Now cahtting with Hazam, my ex primary school friend:) we planned to watch movie together (:

A good teacher

2010-08-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

See those comments up there ^^& what I update my facebook status. Yaaa, I just realised its only left for just 2 mths left to End-of year ! Am I too late to study? No right? Should I tell you this? I'm glad that I have a friend like DeeyanaDonna & a very encouraging co-form teacher,Ms Sitiya! I just got to know my co-form teacher this year. Now,Me & Donna have been communicating well w our co-form.She's an easy-going teacher(: She's funny too.. Me & Donna noticed that Ms Sitiya was just hyper today. Weird.Hahaha(: Mdm Norshana just awake me when she advised about on our academic result. Seriously, I'm scared! Good news fr me , I've passe my Lesson Assesment test , pathetic-.-, still I need to revise.

My plans during the fasting month ,hermmmm.... I suggested that we all should study before we celebrate Hari Raya , I don't want a big study group, cause fr sure , I intend to talk a lot. I want a small study group, so that , I could concentrate on the topics or subject that i'm revising.

Let's up to date

2010-08-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

Didn't attend maths remedial today, yessss, "IM SO CLEVER ALREADY!" haktuiii ! hahaha, I always failed my maths okay.I didn't attend cause I got planned that i would like to have a extra lesson between me , Donna & just the maths teacher. I just love ART ! Art is my life ! Heh heh^^.. I just love the new topic which is "optical art" it is a simple task. But to my horror, I got 6 out of 10 for my optical art. I do it anyhow,caused that moment I'm freaking lazy to do as it was a last minute. So , its my fault ! I guess , I deserved to get those marks because I'm such a lazybum. Lately , I am just lazy to do homework but not art! But like what i've told you , that someone has waken me up ! Oh myy ! Thanks ! Art homework , I always do eventhough its a last minute . Left a few minutes I'm gonna watch Matahari ! Stay tuned peeps !

I felt so happy!

2010-08-01T15:04:00.000+08:00

Someone had just brightened my day today. I just felt happy. Now, i'm not lonely anymore. Thank god fr helping me to stand a chance to re-contact the person that i've long lost contact with.I;m just super happy right now. The cold weather makes me even happier. But no matter what , theres's always something bothering me. I want to get rid but its too difficult for me. I am a deep thinker .Im always looking frward what will happen .I'm thinking very deeply than the others did. You people don't know what I am thinking .Whenever I think this kind off matter .,For sure ,my brain hurts.

I need to buck-up la ! i really neeed ! Someone has waked me up just now & told me to study . Hahah . He told me to focused ,& study alot .The main thing in every subject is key points ! Wahhh ! Dan , I will remember that !He said " its not to late to study eventhough left a few days."

Happy Birthday papa !

2010-08-01T14:41:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Papa !

Bowling

2010-07-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

Before the clock struck at 12am, I will share with you what happened today. All the dancers such as Malay Dancers, Modern Dancers &Chinese Dancers were brought to Downtown East,Orchid Bowl. I thought that the activity that the school planned which was bowling is great until I'm too excited to go bowl again because is has been so long that I have not bowl. The coach that teaches us the proper way to play bowling is good & well-trained. The only thing that I'm pissed of about is the duration of the programme. Its too short...We only got to play 5 rounds only, 1 game also did not manage to complete.I felt like I'm just wasting time & waste my 15 dollars even though I'm in FAS. The school deduct my edusave.

p/s:I'm not doing good in my maths.Fyi, left 2 months to mid-year exam, I really need to buck up.

Retarded Fyka !

2010-07-27T19:32:00.000+08:00

How stupid am I today ! I thought that I will be having my dental appointment today. I was very sure that my dental appointment is 27 July,2.15pm. So, mummy,fetched me from school at 12pm to sent me to dental.Only me got early dismissal.Took bus 60 to Eunos Inter then MRT to Outram . Then , I took out my appointment card, & i discovered that, the appointment was on 28 July ,2.10pm. which is tomorrow. We were already at Outram.It was soo embarrassing ! It is my fault. I don't know why i'm so eager to go dental today. Yeahh ,I just missed the drilling to my teeth. Hahaha. Mummy called the dental , to reconfirmed.The nurse said its tomorrow,mum asked ,is there any slots fr today ,cause we are already at outram as we overlooked the date.Eventually,there's no slot. In the end. Took MRT to eunos again & bus 60 to home. What a waste of time. Seriously, I'm so paisey! Even , only me & mum knows. But now, public knw already ! See how stupid am I ? Omgoood! Basically, tomorrow, i will have early dismissal AGAIN! haiyoooooo!I feeel like a retardo person!

From beautiful heart,glows to your look

2010-07-27T18:45:00.000+08:00

grabbed from (simplynorule)

Have you ever experienced crying in the middle of the night? I just did it today.At 3am,I woke up & cried.Want to know what happen? I dreamt something that make me felt so sad ,I dreamt about my beloved mummy.Before I went to sleep, my mum message me,

A strong person knows how to keep their life in order.Even with tears in their eyes, they still manage to say "I'm Okay" with a smile.Send this to a strong person.I just did.God is good. Change is coming. God saw your sadness & said hard times is over. If you believe in Him,send this to ten people including me.Watch what happens in thirty minutes! Be honest & send this to anyone who made u smile this year:) It may suprise You.

When I read those message I cried. I replied to my mum;

" U believe me that i'm a strong person?:') I don't think I am ,mama. I'm the weakest person. That is what my friends told me. I selalu 'lemah'....:(" [message sent]

After 4 to 5 minutes later ...Mum replied me:

"Bcuz u hv been gone through the hardest & toughest life at ur young age"

I replied;

"Awwww,u made me felt so touched..:'D iloveyou mama [insert name].. I love you till the infinity. I am lucky to have you!" [message sent]

mum replied;

"I love you too darling, now, go to sleep."

Again, I cried. I agree with my mum. I have been going through the hardest & toughest life at a young age.A lot of problems that I have overcome. People might think that I 'm a happy person, don't look like having problems. To people who have that kind of thoughts, You are wrong ! Don't judge by its look , Judge by its heart. Heart can show you,peoples's true colours.

Photoshoots

2010-07-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

Those above photoshots was taken by me ? Is the shots okay? Actually, I'm just bored,thats why I make-over my younger sister. My younger sister spoilt the make-up on her face,How it spoilt?I mean, it not spoilt,what I mean is that,the make-up was not nice because she kept rubbing her face.So,thats why,all of the photos,her make-up was like ugly. then, I just gave up & take photos of her.Hey,at least I've tried my best to make-up her face.I make over her beautifully ok. Since I love to take photos,my next widh will be a DSLR camera. I don't care whether its a different brands as long it is DSLR ,So how i've done?the photos looking good? Thumbs up or thumbs down ?hmmmmmm....

prove me wrong

2010-07-22T17:55:00.000+08:00

grabbed from(simplynorule)

Pity my step younger brother,Sufi,he's having chickenpox & got 2weeks of MC. Wow!syoknyer!

Tomorrow,I will be having a chemistry test which I have not study yet & have my malay dance. Malay Dance is preparing for SYF .Yeahh, so fast right?In a few minutes time, i'll be fetching my little younger sister.

That was what miss sitiya,my co-form teacher type in her facebook status. I'm sure that 3N2 will win the best improved class. Sooon....Soon....

happy birthday!

2010-07-21T15:49:00.000+08:00

"HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY NURSYARAFANA !"

The photo above is my younger sister. Yes,today is her special day, its her birthday. Maybe my family will do some small celebration fr her. Will update again ,with photos if have celebration okay.

Basically,today I felt so restless. Many new topics I've just learnt.,I'm going to have a physics test & English test(letter writing)tomorrow.After posting this blog, what will you do?Firstly,I'm going to eat my late lunch, mummy cooked chicken with ketchup(ayam lauk kicap)..then,open up my physics file & english letter to revise fr tomorrow's test.Seriously, I'm going to do well fr my physics & english test,if not,I will sure lost hope & no mood.When i have enough time, i will switch on my netbook again to share with you guys what I studied. Can?

Readers ,I feel so odd y'know, because I have not watch Eclipse !When will i watch it? Narnia is coming !That movie, I must watch!:)

Day Harmony Racial.

2010-07-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

^^Shinee's new song, Lucifer!I watched it repeatedly. more than 2 times I watched.countless!Key;his hair,haha,idk what happen to his hair,buts still,his cool!\\m//Onew; awwww!Hotter!*meltsMinho;can't deny..., he's 10 times better than his old hair.*meltsJonghyun;no comment,but love his voice. Taemin;his hair sexyyyy!*melts

2 Malays,2 Indians,2 Chinese^^
School as per usual,the only different is we are needed to wear ethnic costumes to commemorate 'Racial Harmony Day'..At first I was shy wearing the above 'baju kebaya' to school.People at the the bus stop was staring at me. Donna called ,to meet her at block 122,because,we all were shy.So instead of walking the shorter way to posb to meet iya,we went to a longer way to avoid seeing someone. saw iya at the opposite bus stop.She look so different.The way she stood at the bus stop like going to work,waiting fr a bus to come.Haha,Saw sabrina alight from bus,otw to school,we saw mima,we walked to school together.Assemble at the parade square with the ethnic costumes felt so uncomfortable.I feel very uneasy because i could not sit down properly.The reason is because,my 'kain' is too tight.I scared that it will torn.Lessons still carry on.Cannot concentrate in class.Felt so hot!Ohmy ! Only god knows how I feel.
During recess, they sold variety of foods.Again,i'm so shy to queue up fr food. So I sat down,watched desi,Sab & kyn eat. Coincidently,i didnt brought my pocket money to school.They bought muah chi.[don't know spelling] Nice! I love it!Its just that, the muah chi has too many nuts,i know that is how they should be.I eat that MUAH CHI,and forgot that I am not allowed to eat nuts.For your info, Nuts ,Cheese,Chocolates,foods that contains MSG & etc can cause migraine.That's the main reason why I am not allowed to eat nuts. "Ya Allah! Mudah-mudahan akuu tak ader migraine..."
p/s: eh,please don't involve my brother in that situation, fcuk off ! bebual banyak sak!

Insyirah baby:)

2010-07-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

Just now , that lil cute girl,insyirah,came to my house.She's my niece.Cute kan? booleh laa tahan,She's very talkative. There's always a story she wanted to share. She was just 3 years old.I hugged & her kissed her many times. I miss her badly; at last,god let me to meet her. Hahah,My cough almost recover,but,still its abit itchy.Tomorrow,racial day-.-so,troublesome.I'll be wearing a kebaya.:(I feel like not wearing that ethnic costume.

p/s Someone is making me pissed off! big mouth should get shooted:)

short update.

2010-07-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

Im so exhausted,

I feel so weak,

cough & cough non-stop,

im not forcing to cough,

its my throat,itchy!

eating my medicine 3 times a day,

6 hourly,

makes me drowsy.

Yess!drug has in me!

I actually dun want it,

but was forced to take it.

I'm just too weak to do anything.

I drank too much water until my tummy bloated.

I have no appetite.

Someone pls,cheer me up,make me happy.i dun want to be happy just fr 1 day,i want to be happy everyday.

you see me laugh,but deep inside, it hurts.Don't ask me why. sign off.

I'm afraid of darks-_-

2010-07-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

My toilet looks so scary,suddenly,there's something wrong w the main supply.Haiyoo!Scary sey,so dark! until my mum put one candle near toilet bowl. Omg! more scarier. I was shock when i entered my kitchen,It was all filled w candles.SCARY! im not kidding. eh, i;ve wasted a lot of time uh. when to study maths also i don't know. kay la,kay laa ! i study!

Mama,I Love You

2010-07-15T13:30:00.000+08:00

When will I get officially freedom? When I'm 18 ? 20?when I got married then I will have freedom? haha, I'm wondering,When I asked my mum when will i got officially freedom?

Mama: Kerja la. biler kau kerja kan da slalu kluar rumah. Freedom pe.
Me: Bukan freedom tuu, tuu freedom untuk gy kerja.
Mama: ouhh, nak freedom yang tuu? banyak cantik muker kau. Baru umur 15 da nak pikir psl freedom.
Me: Mesti kene pikir la, my future what, not your future.Your future now like this,sampai anak banyak.your future end already *laugh*
Mama: eheh,mulut kau,akuu cubit baruu tau.Kau nk freedom? cari nafkah untuk adik-adik dulu,nanti akuu da tua, da tak kuat nk bayar bil.Baru kau leh hooray-hooray
Me: Yelah *walked off*

Mama,mama...
Readers,you wanna know something?I'm very fortunate to have a kind mother just like my mum.Luckily,my mum is very understanding,open-minded.I can easily share my problems w mum cause we communicate well. My secret has in my mum while my mum's secret has in me.I knew some of you feel uneasy being too close w their mum. You feel comfortable right? but someday,you realised that you need your mum forever.You will realised that mum is better than a father. Frankly,I used to pamper w my late dad, but now, everything changes, I can only depend on my beloved mum eventhough I have a new dad. The atmosphere in a family changes & different. Therefore, Do treasure your mum. At times, I dislike my mum when she nags at me then,I will get pissed off until I argue w my mum.After alot of arguments & quarrel ,for sure, I will regret.When I regret , I feel uncomfortable. A few minutes later, I will begged for mum forgiveness. I feel terrible if i dun sick forgiveness from my mum.Now, my mum having a bad cough just like me & her body is aching all over. Pity her. How can I help her ? I told her to take MC but she don't want. It has been few days mum went in & out from clinic because my siblings were all sick until now.They have not been school for 1 week ++ My mum look very exhausted.Anyway ,Thanks mama ! you have sacrificed alot just for us. Ilove you mama!

Tumblr mcm gerek(:

2010-07-15T06:35:00.000+08:00

FYI, I've create one, but i dunno how to start. How to update? Tumblr mcm leceh, I dun understand, where to start, & how to view my blog, many things i don't know. Is tumblr easier or blogger easier? Actually, I've created,xanga.com & wordpress,Wordpress & xanga also difficult to update.Nvermind,I'm trying to figure out myself.I know ,im gilerr ! having soo many blog,I'm just trying.so boring y'know, nothing to do, Anyone ? have new website so that i can surf. Haha

"akuu kalao da boring pun,takder buat sampai byk blog,aku tgk youtube je.Tak mcm kau!"Donna said. HAHA. yer, fyka ,fyka, crazy uhh you.

My Baby Jewel.

2010-07-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

^^Thanks donna fr the nice photo of my ex.

I miss her damn badly y'know, where have she been ? Did she run away ?Any news from her? Anyone?It has been a long time i did not see her appear in any magazine ,on tv . I used to see her at E entertainment channel,& she used to call me or even text is she mad at me after I asked fr a break up w me-___-Sorry Megan,someone has steal you from me, & I should let you go.Just forget about me.Forever I will support you!Brian ,take good care of her.

again,donna sent this picture to me:) she always found very nice nice photo of artiste.^^

Ohh my baby taylor, when will I see you in action ?Yeahh, I've have nnot watch your latest movie 'Eclipse'..maybe this week,i'll be watching w my girlfriends. Stay tuned kay,See me seating in cinema just to watch you:)Your muscles uhh,soo fit laa,because of your body makes me love you more. Love you huns!

Hello my cutie Logan! I knew you've been too busy right for shooting? You look so good-looking in Percy Jackson & the lightning thief movie.Im waiting for the continue of Percy Jackson kay love.!Do smile alot kay. Your smile has make me fall for you for hundred times.

I'm sweating as i'm typing,feeling hot in her. Mummy just cook Tom Yam soup, Tom yam soup is fr tomorrow's dish. I dun have the appetite to eat that tom yam, but i have to eat cause i'm hungry right now. My stomach is groaning. My stomach said"I need food,i'm hungry,i'm starving right now,ms shafiqah,pls stop what you are doing,go & eat for just a few minutes!"

p/s I have not done my hmwrk, Oh Shit!

You are so troublesome.

2010-07-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

Random Post for the day: Your future is yours,don't let others control your future.

All day , I've been doing housework.Vacuum ,mopping the floors,hang clothes,wash the dishes,make breakfast fr family,change mattress cover,iron my siblings clothes & many more. Today,i'm half dead.finished up all my chores at 3pm,then have lunch & sleep for 2-3 hours.Wake up,then,bathe.Do homework.Now,still doing homework & still have not finish-.-nevermind continue doing hmwrk in school. Tomorrow,need to wake up in the morning,as early as 5.30am. Tomorrow going out from hse 6.25am. I need to meet Donna to take that mannequin of ours. So heavy y'know! stress ! Ohno ! two things that I have not complete. I did not iron my school uniform & did not pack my bag. Troublesome.

Photography♥

2010-07-11T15:48:00.000+08:00

grabbed from (simplynorule)

Sooner Or later,I will moved out from this house.A brand new home.I simply can't wait for a new home.Let the past to be my beautiful memories.The beautiful memories are still kept in my mind which I think there is 500GB more to store inside.So,No worries.People, I have an ulcer on my tongue,it is so painful.I've been drinking a lot of water until i've went in & out from the toilet many times.Goodnight!Post tomorrow aites(:

ready !

2010-07-11T12:03:00.000+08:00

grabbed from (simplynorule)

Random post for today: "Choose your friends wisely.Don't let your friends take advantage on you."

Like what i told you, doing the mannequin is a difficult task to do.I got fed-up w the leg of the mannequin cause it is out of shape. and i found the leg funny. Ouhh! Stresss! The mannequin is at Donna's hse. & she told me that,it is scary. Haha. Went to surf web: www.stomp.sg! A lot of rude comments. Oh my!It is
very hurtful when you read those comment. I read this one topic.. If i show you the photo, I guess you will get shock! Should i post the photo here? ermmm,nehhhhh...Go search yourself.HAHA^^

Everyone was asleep.My plans fr tomorrow?*thinking* okayokay,firstly n the morning fr tomorrow is to bathe,having my breakfast,followed by doing hsework(my daily routine),iron school clothes.Then,maybe i'm going out to TM,I assumed to do some shopping?before I forget, I must finished my homework before i Got left only few more questions.First worksheet,i've completed.Second maths worksheet half completed.Hehs.

outta my head.

2010-07-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

Look at the photo above.I & lil small brother age 7 carried those things. That things was very heavy y'know.
In that photo above, they are contain with 3 breads of gardenia 7 different flavor of breads, 3 packet of barley drink,new strait times & berita harian, Marie biscuit & bandung.The straits times newpaper & 3 packet of barley drink,made the plastic bag heavy.

As per usual, first thing I did when I log onto my blog, I went to "ask me"page. Latest comment from a guest said that my blog same like nurulaini's blog and also said that "lawaaaa,i like sey"anyway thanks.Some of you might say that my blog looks like nurulaini's .Yes, I deny that they look alike. Not only nurulaini's blog have black background.There are other blogs that have the same colour background & same theme.These kind of blog is common. I think black colour is the perfect choice/colour for blog cause it can match with any colour.Like what I said, I've got the inspiration since I looked at nurulaini's blog. Her stories & her blog is interesting.Therefore, I tried to make one just 'like' her blog, but not exactly, mine has different content.
To people who want to comment/suggestion on 'ask me' page,please provide your name.Thank you.

Soon,i'll be doing blogshop. Soon ,not now. Waiting for confirmation from my brother.
kay bye.tcare. I need to go to shadyana's block to do our art proj. Like what i promise,will upload the making of my mannequin ;)

Cheers!
fyka:D

I ♥ Mathematics

2010-07-09T18:09:00.000+08:00

grabbed from (simplynorule)

I used to say that "I HATE MATHS!" but now i don't. Few days back, I just LOVE doing MATHS!

eventhough I got bad results for my maths test/common test/exam. I have this goal in mind to pass my maths & get a better result. Sometimes I do feel like giving up but since I knew my friends & teachers are always there for me,suddenly,I have the spirit to work harder fr maths & also my other subjects.Frankly,i've been focusing on my studies closely.I really regret that I have wasted a lot of time for Term 1 & Term 2. Term 3, i've open my eyes & ears wider enough to absorb all subjects & topic that has been taught at school.No more playing time. I really want to thank my dearest beloved friend,Nurshadyana (deeyanadonna)who's willing to help me w my studies.She's the one who always corrected my mistakes.Thanks Donna! Not forgetting my 5 other beautiful & sweet friends(Azirah,Shamimah,Sabrina,Nadiah,Desi)You girls are the best motivator that i've known. Ohh yaa ! To my maths teacher,Mrs Jan Yap. HAHA^,^she's cute btw.Day by day, i understand what she taught us during our maths lesson.She's abit singlish like me.Ruzanna ,Nazirah,Ica & Atikah,You ppl have the credits too. Thanks for teaching me that easiest maths sum that i still don't get it.Without you ppl, i guess I really don't know the definition of study & focus.

How are my other subject doing?

Chemistry & Physics- i've been doing great, just need to memorize notes & the formulas.
Mother Tougue -need to read more malay newspaper.
Art -FANTASTIC,but still need to practice more.
History & Social Studies,- need to read more notes & understanding.

Good News for me, teacher recommended me & donna to take up O lvl art next year. & i've discussed it w my mummy.My decison is ..I don't want to take up o lvl for art next year because i'm not prepared & I ♥ ART, so ,if i took art o lvl next year,that means when i'm sec 5 i don't have art lesson. It will so boring .

Kay readers until here. aftr this I go down to mac to meet mima to do maths hmwrk. Mima help me!;)

I Just Love 8.July.2010

2010-07-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

grabbed from(simplynorule)

I'm back readers!You wanna know what i did today that makes me happy?Our art project has make my day today. I was enjoying myself doing art project which a.k.a(also known as)which our teacher said "project runway". It was my first time me & my friend design our own human doll & designing our own clothes.I really can't wait how our mannequin will turn out. Will it turn out to be nice? Will it turn out to be ugly?or will it turn out being awful?will it turn out to be so beautiful? The answer is ,idk. It all depend on us whether we put in a lot of effort & creativity.For the beginning,our group is doing well in doing the shape of the body & the buttock.HAHA.Will upload the photos of our project the making soon to share w you guys.

"So try to complete by doing the whole body only by Monday, no need to design first......."-Ms Hester Oh

Then took my maths LA, I'm sure I fail because I did my work anyhow without putting on my thinking cap. I got distracted by the people around me whom were busily packing their things to go back home. I'm just so stupid. Even the notes was in front of me, I still can't get the answer. Yes, we are allowed to refer to the maths notes/formulas. How stupid am I! Stupid! Now, I must do well in my maths Common test. went off to bubble tea shop,bought Strawberry ice blend.ouhhh, syiok. It flows through my throat that makes me melt.& now, having a bad cough & sore throat. And also having a flu. Shadyana(deeyanadonna)followed me to my home to do something with her lil siblings' psp.The end.Will update tomorrow.

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2010-07-08T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hello people, from what I received comments from "Ask Me" page , he/she said that my blog is to formal.Okay noted. Anyway, to that guest,thank you so much for the feedbacks/comment about my blog. Hehe^.^Please continue to give your feedbacks & suggestions for my blog so that the readers enjoy reading my blog. I don't want my blog to be boringggggg too! Thank you so much.Be right back.

Second time

2010-07-07T12:41:00.000+08:00

Second post for today !
I just did my house chore eventhough i'm sick, cause I want to help my mum. My mum is not working today because she dun feel good to leave me , 2 small lil brother & 1 lil sis. We all are having fever except my mum,now mum just went down to fetch my Sec2 lil brother from OM's car. Om sent my brother home, because he's sick too..Haha, My mum's big babies are all sick. Haha. Mum cooked. Seofood soup! Yum Yummy!

Simply, I just can't wait for tomorrow, tomorrow is the day where we do our art project in school, the project so called "PROJECT RUNWAY" I can't wait to sew the clothes, add beads, do the accessories! Oh my! I just love it !I guess, doing this project for tomorrow will brighten up my art lesson, Should i say? Brighten up my day?A lot of things I need to bring tomorrow. So,Ica ,Mira & Donna ,don't forget to bring all the necessary items for our project tomorrow, or else, we'll be dead.

I have a lot of things to do in my mind, but I always delay!Need to catch up. Fasting month is nearer, to all muslims," Are you prepared for fasting?" "NOOOOOOOOO!"they replied. haha.Frankly, i'm not prepared too, because, i knew that , during fasting month , i will get thinner , which I actually hate it!

p/s:Burundi project still haven't done.

Hello Blogger!

2010-07-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

This is my new blog ! & , same URL. From now on ,I will start posting a proper post for all my readers so that you people enjoy reading my blog. Why I am doing a new blog? That was a good question. I do a new blog because I WANT TO START A FRESH ! I want to have a better life , the old blog of mine is not gone yet.Its just that, I want to leave all the good & bad memories behind. If you people still want to read my old blog , with an open arms of mine, I welcome you to my old blog.CLICK OLD BLOGGER Remember no criticized !;) In this new blog , i will post about my daily life that i'm willing to share with all readers. I will also update any good new, entertainment so that my blog won't be such a bore. Right? Do comment any post of mine.Thanks.

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